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Holy shit.

[Jul. 17th, 2007|08:17 am]

[	mood	\|	tired	]
[	music	\|	Children of Decadence by Children of Bodom	]

I haven't posted here in forever. Ha, wow. I used to be such a little douchebag, that's disgusting. How ironic it is that I used to be everything I've come to hate. I've come to realize a couple things. First and foremost, I'm a complete asshole. I really am. I manipulate people to achieve the goals I want, and when I'm done using them I just get rid of them. I hope something horrible happens to my ex, and she wisens up, otherwise she isn't going to make it in the real world. I don't even know why I'm posting this, no one's ever going to read it. Whatever. I miss most of you, the ones who used to read this. Get back at me sometime. Peace.

-Ray

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o.o Update. <.< Bitches>_>

[Feb. 22nd, 2005|04:27 pm]

[	mood	\|	indifferent	]
[	music	\|	In Flames - Biosphere	]

So yes. It has been quite a while. Indeed. Randomness. Yes yes. Nothing like a big steamy pile of randomness. Anyway, another friend of mine died, which really sucks. However, and yeah you can bitch all you want at me, or hate me for feeling this way, I'm not really affected by the death in the sense that a friend died because we weren't that close of friends, however I am concerned for my friends of whom are affected greatly by this. On a lighter note, I got my scheduling info today, so I get to start picking which classes I'll be taking next year. :D >.>...<.<...
Yeah...not much else to say, I think. o.o....o.o

-The Ray

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SNOW!!!!!!!!! :D

[Jan. 19th, 2005|08:15 pm]

[	mood	\|	contemplative	]
[	music	\|	Pinball Map by In Flames	]

WEEEEEE!!!!!! ^_^ SNOW!! :D ^_^ :D ^_^ :D ^_^

=O lots of snow! Well, not really. >.> But the school system here is a pussy when it comes to snow, which is ok by me.

Not much to report, except I've made a decision to get Lunar Strain/Subterannean. ^_^ >_> MUST HAVE....

So...o.0 I'm doing good, not too much bad things, ToasterMage (vq2) is odd, but not annoying now that he can't boot us. ^_^ >_>

-The Ray

I hope I don't have school tomorrow.

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=O ZOMG! >_>

[Jan. 18th, 2005|08:01 pm]

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[	music	\|	Falling Apart, by Zebrahead	]

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<_< Yeah...life's odd. But! It's good too. <3 my Jess. ^_^ *squeezes and cuddles*

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[Jan. 10th, 2005|10:30 pm]

[	mood	\|	^_^	]
[	music	\|	Firefly, again. :D	]

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OMG I ROCK!!! :D

[Jan. 10th, 2005|08:17 pm]

HOLY SHIT THAT"S A LOT OF CODE!!! :O But it's worth it. Ok, here's a list of people I miss, cause I haven't talked to them in a long ass time.

Wayne.
Eli.
Dani.
Derek.

and yeah.

RayOfLunarDeath: sup bitch
Kwikemartplaya: u is this
Kwikemartplaya: bryant
RayOfLunarDeath: I'm God.
Kwikemartplaya: fagot
Kwikemartplaya: thats even gaier
RayOfLunarDeath: wow, your insults hurt so badly.
Kwikemartplaya: then the last one
RayOfLunarDeath: Go dig up a baby and fuck it, cause that's the only pussy you'll ever get
Kwikemartplaya: ur gay
RayOfLunarDeath: No, I'm straight. Which you'll never know the meaning of, seeing as how you fuck your father everynight
RayOfLunarDeath: next time you decide to insult one of my friends, go jerk off in your mothers panties :D
Kwikemartplaya: who is this
RayOfLunarDeath: your God, bitch.
Kwikemartplaya: i no im god
Kwikemartplaya: but whos this
Kwikemartplaya: u no u need to go shot ur self in the face
RayOfLunarDeath: you mean I already shot myself in the face?
Kwikemartplaya: ur prolly got nothin but fagots ass friends so shut the fuck up and get a fuckin life
Kwikemartplaya: fagot
RayOfLunarDeath: you know, your grammar skills suck more than you suck your grandpa's old wrinkly dick when you're sober
RayOfLunarDeath: which is a hell of a lot
Kwikemartplaya: is that all u think about
Kwikemartplaya: u prolly beat off to shit like that
Kwikemartplaya: u fuckin sick fagot
Kwikemartplaya: no dont say that u dont
RayOfLunarDeath: Nonono, silly boy. I'm not the one who does it.
RayOfLunarDeath: I merely know.
RayOfLunarDeath: Because I'm God.
Kwikemartplaya: quit saying ur god....b/c ur gay and god doesnt like to be insulted be shitheads like u
Kwikemartplaya: by*
RayOfLunarDeath: ooh, so you finally corrected a spelling mistake
RayOfLunarDeath: you should be proud
RayOfLunarDeath: you may soon move on to complex sentence structures
Kwikemartplaya: u no wut
Kwikemartplaya: ur prolly some fuckin ROTC queer arent u
RayOfLunarDeath: ROTC sucks balls
Kwikemartplaya: and ur in it
Kwikemartplaya: fag
RayOfLunarDeath: don't even associate me with them
Kwikemartplaya: well u no wut
Kwikemartplaya: u are
RayOfLunarDeath: Well you* know* what*
RayOfLunarDeath: they need to die
RayOfLunarDeath: so just shut the fuck up n00b
Kwikemartplaya: u prolly some ugly ass person who has never associated with the oppsite sex
RayOfLunarDeath: I fucked my girlfriend the first night I was going out with her
RayOfLunarDeath: idiot

:D!!! LOOK AT ME!!! RAY KNOWS HOW TO INSULT!!! :D ^_^
wooT! I rock :D

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People need to die.

[Jan. 9th, 2005|07:31 pm]

[	mood	\|	Bah	]
[	music	\|	Breaking Benjamin- Firefly	]

pinkprincessgiggles (5:31:23 PM): YOU WHAT?!?!?!
pinkprincessgiggles (5:32:33 PM): you called 2 of my best friends hoe's i hope ur prepared to die and thats not a threat because i wont even be able to get a hit on u before ur dead by aikos hands u fucking asshole
shadowkatx2 (5:43:44 PM): that's funny, seeing as I was joking
shadowkatx2 (5:43:48 PM): but what the fuck oever
pinkprincessgiggles (5:44:01 PM): yeah well u upset her and thats all i know
shadowkatx2 (5:44:24 PM): she's upset me many times
shadowkatx2 (5:44:29 PM): has anyone seemed to care?
shadowkatx2 (5:44:29 PM): nope
pinkprincessgiggles (5:44:41 PM): if i had known i would have cared
pinkprincessgiggles (5:44:57 PM): i always care if any of my friends are upset
shadowkatx2 (6:02:25 PM): won't it just be so fun with me gone? I hope she does kill me
pinkprincessgiggles (6:03:02 PM): shush u know i wouldnt allow that
shadowkatx2 (6:03:20 PM): seemed you would not too long ago
pinkprincessgiggles (6:03:36 PM): yeah well i was upset
pinkprincessgiggles (6:03:51 PM): you know how i get when im upset and how i dont mean things i say when im upset
shadowkatx2 (6:04:15 PM): you know that's what I woke up to?
shadowkatx2 (6:04:24 PM): I come into the fucking room and that's the first thing I see
pinkprincessgiggles (6:04:30 PM): im sorry

Yeah, what the fuck? So just because I call someone and her gf ho's, I'm some horrible person? This is shit, Aiko hurts people's feelings all the time, and doesn't give a shit, neither does kiley. But oooh no, I hurt Aiko or piss her off or whatever, and it's time to KILL THE RAY. Well, this is some bullshit right here, and I hope Aiko gets hit by a car...but do I? I don't know, it's probably just the anger talking. What's worse is that I woke up from my NAP to find the above conversation. (The first two IMs, duh) and it went from there. >=\ Fuck.

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Life, is, a bitch. :D

[Jan. 9th, 2005|01:08 am]

[	mood	\|	hungry, and thinking	]
[	music	\|	Firefly, by Breaking Benjamin	]

So yeah, it's been a while. And this is only my third entry, wow. Well, let's start off with the beginning of this week. Ah, Monday. Sweet, fucking Monday. I can't remember Monday. Let's just go with what I remember. I remember a feeling of incredulence, when I found out that, "Nick" may not be "Nick" (Seth, w/e) So apparently, a person I've known for 2 1/2 years isn't who they said they were. I was brave though, and I called him up, and read to him part of this livejournal that supposedly belonged to him.(her, again, w/e) and he got real weird, then asked me what I was saying, and then said he had to go. I actually don't care as much as I may seem to. It's just that certain people won't shut up about it, and are sticking their nose in business that isn't theirs. That's kind of pissing me off. Another thing is how I can't remember what I was going to say next. That's pissing me off too. Oh well. Yesterday I went shopping with my mom and spent a little over half of the Christmas money my grandma gave me. I got Chronicles of Riddick, Three DBZ Movies, in a box set too!! :D (Lord Slug, Cooler's Revenge, and Return of Cooler), Mr. Bean, 3 games, (Xenosaga Episode 1, Armored Core 2: Another Age (Both of those I've beaten, I just bought them cause I didn't own them) and Smackdown V.S. Raw which I played all day today) We WERE gonna get Dog Soldiers, but even though Borders said they had a copy, they didn't. That made me sad, cause I love that movie. My mom bought me The Lord of The Rings: The Return of The King (the special Extended Edition!) and 2 seasons of Dragonball, and I bought the King Piccolo Saga of Dragonball (2, 2 disc sets! :D) I haven't watched those yet, and with a WWE PPV later tonight (Sunday) I won't get to watch all of it, cause I also have to study and learn how to factor polynomials and whatnot. Now for more sad stuff. A good friend of mine was gonna have to make a choice between death and drugs. Well, being as I've lost too many people to let that happen again, I intervened. I'm either extremely lucky, or I'm special. Hell, I might be both, or I might just scare people into listening to what I have to say. Excuse me if I make a mistake, I feel like typing with my eyes closed now. (this snetence was written with my eyes closed, as well as the one before the parenthesis_ alright, eyes are open again, for the time being, and I see I only made two mistakes. Not too shabby. Anyway, I made him promise me that he would keep on living, like I do, and not submit to suicide or drugs. People need to stop dying, this is getting out of hand. A girl that went to my school died on the 30th of December, and just this past week someone else died, I think. That's really not cool, I hope I don't die in some freak accident. =\ Anyway, time to submit this, I can't think of anything else to say except that the wrestler I created on Smackdown V.S. Raw, is damn awesome. =)

-Ray

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Christmas Eve

[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:06 pm]

[	mood	\|	Yeah...	]
[	music	\|	None! Just the whir of my computer fan!	]

^^ Look!! :)

not a whole lot going on today. I helped my mom set up the tree, and I feel good...I'm afraid, you know, of losing my childhood..losing those memories I've held so dear. What I wouldn't give to be innocent again, but life only goes on, it does not rewind.

-Ray

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First Post, Not a very Happy Ray

[Dec. 22nd, 2004|08:40 pm]

[	mood	\|	pissed off	]
[	music	\|	Cradle of Filth-Nymphetamine	]

Ok, so, tell me.
What the fuck is wrong with people?

Goooze430: u still busy?
Samurai Kat 6: things have quieted down
Goooze430: what were you doing
Goooze430: ?
Samurai Kat 6: blitzing
Goooze430: what?
Samurai Kat 6: fighting a lot in this game I play
Goooze430: i see
Goooze430: i been baking cookies and pies
Samurai Kat 6: nice
Goooze430: yeah ....one proble
Samurai Kat 6: ?
Goooze430: taht my bros friends came over and my mom and dad are not home and asked me if i wanted to get high and i have not said no but i just said i dont know
Goooze430: *wah*
Samurai Kat 6: do what you want...but you know what will happen =/
Goooze430: what will happen?
Samurai Kat 6: however bad you feel
Goooze430: i wont though
Samurai Kat 6: then do it
Samurai Kat 6: =/
Goooze430: would you care that i did it
Samurai Kat 6: yeah
Samurai Kat 6: so would other people
Goooze430: why you i am only a freind to you and not thing and nothing more or never be more i dont know why you care so much about a person well that is me
Samurai Kat 6: because you are my friend
Goooze430: so
Samurai Kat 6: I care about my friends
Goooze430: i shouldnt be your friend i shoulnt be anyones friend
Samurai Kat 6: don't even start this
Samurai Kat 6: =/
Goooze430: i am fucking sry that my heart is torn in 2
Goooze430: whatever i am sry i will fake happy for now on ok
Samurai Kat 6: No
Goooze430: yes why the fuck not it is not you should care
Samurai Kat 6: just because I don't want to date you doesn't mean I don't care
Goooze430: it is cool i understand you you wont date me you like a girl in canda and all ok but you know i am not all upset about that and all
Samurai Kat 6: that's bullshit and you know it =/
Goooze430: you have no fucking idea why i ma upset you only now a part of it
Samurai Kat 6: what do you want me to do?
Samurai Kat 6: go out with you out of pity?
Goooze430: NO
Goooze430: christ taht is the last thing
Goooze430: ok i am upset because my bro lied to me and he is getting high in the other room knowing he will go to jail
Goooze430: he is giving up like i want to
Goooze430: i am going to lose my brother
Goooze430: that is why i am upset that is why i am going to cry that is why it is not you
Goooze430: happy now
Samurai Kat 6: Not really
Goooze430: so sry about my mood but i might lose my only brother and it is kinda hard on me
Goooze430: put who cares
Goooze430: but/*
Goooze430: you know fuck it bys
Goooze430: oh and i am not going to get high
Samurai Kat 6: good
Goooze430: whatever
(later)
Goooze430: christ i did it agian i blow up on you and i am so sry
Goooze430: i need to stop that
Goooze430: me sry
Goooze430: moe?
Samurai Kat 6: yeah?
Goooze430: i am sry i did not mean to take shit out on you
Goooze430: i am sry
Goooze430: ok so never mind since you not talking to me
Samurai Kat 6: I'm busy

so yeah, that's a lot to read (kind of) and it's really starting to bother me. Why must *I* be the one who has to get guilted? Is it really my fault that she's still in love with me? Is it my fault her heart is torn in two? I really hope not, because, quite plain and simple, that would just suck. I can't help that I don't have feelings for her, hell, I'm afraid to get in a relationship with her. Not only that, I just don't WANT to be in one right now, I just don't understand...yet at the same time I do. It's always hard when you care about someone and they don't return the feeling, and I'm normally on the other side. Let me tell you something, both sides suck, and as bad as it may hurt that someone doesn't return those feelings to you, I think it's harder when you're the one not returning the feelings...so..yeah.

-Ray

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